Days to Come

After telling Bingley of my proposal to Lizzy, I wrote my dear aunt. I use "dear" as a loose word. I was furious after learning what Lady Catherine had demanded of my Lizzy. There was only one way for total justice. I wrote a letter to Lady Catherine informing her of our union and thanking her dearly for her role in our marriage. If not for her, I would not have known that Lizzy's feelings had changed. Thanks to you, Lady Catherine De Bourgh, I am marrying my real, true love.

The Greatest Night of My Life

Tonight, I took a walk with Elizabeth Bennet and she thanked me for fixing Lydia's crooked situation. I told her the truth: that I did it for Lizzy. Then, I told her that I still loved her, and she said that her feelings had changed, too. She is going to marry me!

Am I Losing a Friend?

Today, Bingey told me that he was going to marry Jane. He said that he loved her. I was going to stop him again, like I did last time, but I realized I was acting like a hypocrite. His proposal to Jane had made me think of my hopeless situation with Elizabeth. If only she would give me a sign about her feelings toward me. Then I could ponder my next move.

Party at the Bennets

Tonight, Bingley and I went to a party at the Bennets. I wanted to sit next to Lizzy, but her stubborn mother requested that I sat by her. Big mistake. The entire evening I endured hidden insults and crude remarks from Mrs. Bennet. Also, Bingley couldn't help talking about Jane the whole evening. He thinks that he is falling for her again. Perhaps something will come out of it.

Utterly Ridiculous

Elizabeth Bennet is absolutely BONKERS. Who does she think she is, the Queen of England?! She is a fool for refusing me in marriage. I am absolutely stunned. She blamed her dislike of me on what I did to save Bingley from making a huge mistake with Jane. If anything, she should like me even more for that, it shows that I watch out for the people that I care about! And she's been consorting with that weasel Wickham. He got what he deserved. Why, I am so angry that I think I am going to write a letter.

Excited and Nervous

I am so excited for my visit to Elizabeth today. Today is the last day that I am single. After today, I will be promised to Elizabeth, and her to me. I'm sorry that it could never have worked out between us, Miss Bingley, but you were always too nagging. Does anyone have any good proposal ideas? I will probably just put it out there. She will be so happy that I decided that I couldn't live without her. Well, here goes nothing.

Those Eyes

Nothing is working: all I think about is that amazing figure, her graceful walk, and those eyes. They are the most amazing things I have ever seen. I tried to ignore my feelings for her but I just couldn't stay away. Every time I get close to her, her derisive comments and arrogant banter warms my cold heart. I think I am in love with Elizabeth Bennet.